Category Archives: Marriage

Shawna’s IGNITE WATERLOO talk! “He died by…” (video)

A 5 minute talk using 20 slides that auto-advance every 15 seconds.  That’s the Ignite Waterloo challenge.  I had the privilege of rising to the occasion at a sold out Ignite Waterloo event this past February.  Since then, a lot … Continue reading

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Dear Neil (a 2 year letter)

Dear Neil, If you were here today, I would tell you how much I enjoyed our friendship.  I would do the silly football dance that always made you laugh.  Your daughter would curl up in your arms, and perhaps she … Continue reading

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Are you a dad? Then this post’s for you!

On the heels of the movie Courageous comes the book 88 great daddy-daughter dates by Rob and Joanna Teigan.  This one and a half minute video will give you an excellent sneak peek into what to expect from 88 great … Continue reading

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Loving the body my spouse left behind

My late-husband and I chose to have a baby.  It was a good decision.  It changed our lives.  It changed the capacity we thought our hearts had to give.  It changed our perspective.  It changed my shape. Now that my … Continue reading

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June 17th: Father’s Day, and Neil’s Birthday

This June 17th is not only Father’s day, it is also Neil’s birthday.  Neil, my late-husband, would have been 35 this year. This video shows Alexis and I introducing the song Walk Away, by Ben Harper, and we explain the … Continue reading

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Good Grief Guru’s take on The Bachelorette: “Baggage” (week 5)

Like a loyal suitor, I have tuned in weekly to The Bachelorette.  Like any good romantic, always hopeful, I wait in excited anticipation to see what will happen next. I resumed watching the TV series, The Bachelor, after my husband … Continue reading

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SAYING GOODBYE TO MATERNITY CLOTHES

I always knew I would love being pregnant.  Unlike most third trimester women, I wanted to keep my baby right where she was; in my womb, kicking at me from within my body, making my tummy dance, and putting on … Continue reading

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SUPPORT GROUP JUNKIE

I’m addicted to support groups.  In fact, I’ve become a support group junkie. It all started with Toastmasters, a speech club, where every talk I ever gave was wrapped up by an encouraging drum roll of applause.  Whether good or … Continue reading

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A MOVIE OF MEMORIES

Sometimes it seems like my memories are heavy with trauma.  Like eating deep fried fish and chips, it provides a certain level of comfort before back stabbing me with a belly ache. It’s time for something light.  Salad perhaps, for … Continue reading

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Post Traumatic Stress Disorder (PTSD)

Post Traumatic Stress Disorder.  I don’t think about my experience with PTSD too often because I no longer live with the threat of it.  At least not that I am aware of.  But Post Traumatic Stress Disorder was the most … Continue reading

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